yikes!! BIKES!

so i'm in the kitchen deciding which bike to buy!!!! 13" childs or 17" WOMENS!!?
so i ask my roommate
"don't you think i'm the size of a woman?"
"no. ...child."

no smile. no laugh.

my roommate seriously just said this.

"some of my happiest moments are when i can cook for and feed people."

i laughed SO loud and for so long!!!! and she was kind of chuckling saying "don't laugh, i'm already self conscious about it."
sooo funny

stories a through c

a.i saw Delaware the other night, and he did not talk to me like he did the other night. i guess rumors got back to him.

b.last night i seriously SERIOUSLY. saw people doing it in the backseat of a car that i think they thought was tinted.

c.we went to the west village last night and it was SOOOOO crowded. SO crowded. at 1 am we were trying to get on the subway and the stations were more packed then i've seen them and the trains were so squishy and so funny. my friend invited everyone over in the train to my house for an after party and wine. this arabian man loved it and laughed so hard and gazed into my eyes and into dave's eyes when he'd talk to us. i told them that they'd have to buy the wine because i'm only 19...and i'm mormon. and the man laughed soo hard and was like "good point."
umm okay.
in the midst of all the craziness, i hung out with two men last night that really think i'm somethin. one of them helped me find my much needed chocolate cake, bought it for me, then held it in his hand while i ate it. i will post pics as soon as they send them to me. its like amanda's moab bed sesh all over again but with only two guys (SOUND SO WRONG.)

p.s. remember that storm in moab? and how mad i was that the tent kept hitting my face while i was trying to sleep? and how i was soaked? and how i got so mad that i went and slept in the car while lizzie and amanda stayed in the crazy tent?

more missionaries.

i recorded a video of elder miles talking. he has a new companion that i'm not very good friends with. elder miles is seriously my bff. i recorded him talking to chase. jason is mad in the video because like five minutes before, i told him i had a boyfriend on a mission. elder miles has a girlfriend who is waiting for him and he's going home in 4 1/2 months.



this is me in my new apartment. i took this picture to print out and send jake....i never printed it or sent it. i think its funny because our ceilings are actually like 10 feet high but it looks like i'm a giant in a tiny apartment with tiny furniture, but that simply is not true.

this was the first really warm, really nice day i've spent in NYC and i spent it running errands all day for work. and i loved it.
and i've learned to stop asking why.

i also got a video of oscar and i chillin at the hudson river. i guess he did warn me about the dead bodies, but i just brushed it off.

funny guy!

chase finally wrote me after two weeks (haha!) and sent an SD card full of love!!
tons of pictures and videos!

sdda bwombbb sdiggee...sdiggee..


AMANDA i made him record himself saying "poppas plastic", but i guess everyone in his apartment was in a bad mood and all trying to sleep so he did it SO half aaa-ed.



the last video is lame until about :30 seconds when he explains why everyone in his apartment is mad and how he laughs. and the end is pretty good because he gets caught recording and laughs so hard.



he would die if he knew i posted videos of him!

dead bodies. yum.

my mass text "I just put my foot into the hudson river!!"

Dad-"Did it fall off? lol."
me-"yes lol. it is all shriveled up."
dad-"I hear those things happen."

Katie-"eeewww do you know how many dead bodies are in there?"
me-"yes, one bobbed up and hit my toe"
Katie-"haha! thats how law and order always starts...an innocent person stumbling across a dead body." (that got a pretty good laugh....when the laughter silenced a very sick feeling came across us. it was only me and oscar and we were therefore really creeped out the rest of the time.)

Stephanie-"wow. lol. how was it? dirty? lol."

Lizzie-"wow. Congratulations."
thanks girl. guess you haven't heard all the rumors about that river.

by the way, the whole time i ducked under the fence, took off my shoe, put my foot in, oscar was holding onto my arm SO tightly saying "you are crazy. you're crazy."

yet another decision.

my boss asked me to go live in her 10 bedroom house in the east hamptons for 3 weeks at the end of may. i am moving out of my apartment may 10th and she said i could move in there for free.
i'd be a "manager" telling everyone there what to do and making sure it gets done, putting furniture here, hanging posters there... they are in the process of renovating this house so the only people that are there are maids and construction workers. she said there is a pool and its by the beach, i could work every other day. i talked to her 12 year old daughter and she was skeptical. she said that i'd be there alone and it'd be 'lonely.'


PROS
-good money
-by the beach
-good expirience dealing with construction and design

CONS
-be two hours away from manhattan, which means i couldn't hang out with any friends.
-i think i'd be the only one sleeping there.......
-i have no idea what she expects. i dont know if i'll have furniture, if i'll have to get my own food, if she'll let me use the car, if anyone else will ever be there...


what are your thoughts?

and after staying there for a month, what do i do for the rest of the summer and where do i go to school?

THINGS I HAVE BEEN HEARING FROM PEOPLE HERE
-you've got accepted to an interior design SCHOOL, and you want to give that up to go to school at SLCC in Utah?
-why are you in a rush to go back to utah? they'll all be there when you go home.
-summers in new york are so much fun!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D
-don't rush school.


THINGS I'VE BEEN HEARING ABOUT GOING BACK TO UTAH
i miss you.
i can't wait to see you.
summer will be so great with you here.



so i am a confused mess. i thought i'd made my mind up about going home, but then all these other things came up. i don't know what to do.