i hate growing up.

i hate that i'll turn 20 soon.
i hate that amanda likes california so much.
and that i like new york so much.
i hate that missionaries are already coming home, which means that two years passed by so quickly.
i hate that i moved on.
i hate that its been 18 years.
i hate that college is so important, and therefore they make it as hard as possible.
i hate new york city transportation making it so that going one mile takes 20 minutes.
i hate good memories from high school because it won't ever be the same.
i hate that the only thing that wont ever change is the fact that things always change.
i hate deciding between something i like and something i like.