joshrad.

looks like the rains' pourin down on me, it's drownin' me now.
all i want, is to come back home.
this old corduroy coat, its not keepin me dry, but i...

i can't think of what else to try.

i know its annoying when people post lyrics, but i can't get this off my mind.
i can't post the rest of the song because its too sad.

regina spektor.

It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song.
You can't believe it; you were always singing along.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to move your feet.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.

You can't remember; you try to feel the beat...

another song.

i want to give up.

"Heart of Life"
John Mayer

I hate to see you cry lying there in that position.
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But i know the heart of life is good.
I know it's good.



but i will keep on doing my thing.
and hope for a break .

15.

this song makes me so sad.

"15."
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors, it's the mornin' of your very first day. You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while, try to stay out of everybody's way.

It's your freshman year, and you're gonna be here for the next 4 years in this town, hopin one of those Senior boys will wink at you and say "You know, I haven't seen you around...before."

Count to ten. Take it in. This is life before you know who you're gonna be.

Fifteen.

You sit in class next to a red-head named Abigail, and soon enough you're best friends, laughin at the other girls who they think they're so cool.
We'll be out of here as soon as we can.

And then you're on your very first date.
And he's got a car.
And you're feelin like flyin.
And you're thinkin' he's the one, and you're dancin around the room and when the night ends...when the night ends.

But in your life you'll do things greater than datin the boy on the football team, but I didn't know it at fifteen.

When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday...
But I realized some bigger dreams in life.
Abigail gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind.
and we both cried.

Cuz when you're fifteen, and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them.
And when you're fifteen,
Don't forget to look before you fall.


I've found time can heal most anything
and you just might find who you're supposed to be.
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen.