i am.

i am: often sick to my stomach. lately, very bored.
i think: less about feelings (mine or other peoples) than i should.
i know: the earth rotates. at a very precise speed.
i want: someone else to pack my ish and transport me to california. uh.
i have: a life that should be televised.
i wish: i made $20 an hour.
i dislike: being idle.
i miss: a few things.
i fear: august.
i feel: happy.
i hear: a girl singing from my coworkers computer.
i smell: clean. i showered this morning. shocking.
i crave: tomoato bisque soup from hagermann's. every single day.
i usually: day dream before falling asleep.
i search: ponder and pray. ha.
i wonder: where i will be in one year. literally and figuratively.
i regret: almost nothing. you learn from mistakes. they make you.
i love: carefully.
i care: about my family soooo muchhh.
i always: have my phone.
i worry: about the future.
i am not: perfect.
i remember: not enough about my past.
i believe: in the church.
i dance: terribly. but love to do it.
i sing: in the car. really loud. and really animated.
i don’t always: wake up on time. wait, what?
i argue: when i am tired.
i write: when i'm sad.
i win: games when i am not playing with my family.
i lose: games when playing with my family. my dad wins.
i never: fall asleep on my back.
i listen: to music as often as i can.
i don't understand: any chinese. at all.
i can usually be found: at work. thats the only predictable spot.
i am scared: of spiders, and heights. and flying, even though i've done it so much, i never get used to it.
i need: to go to the grocery store. and to clean my car. and other things.
i forget: mean things that i say to people. i'm sorry if i've said something mean to you. it was probably meant to be sarcastic, and was mean when i intended it not to be.
i am happy about: life.