Thursday, January 28, 2010

today i...

woke up late again. wondered when that trend was going to stop.

became very upset about having a head ache AND stomach ache.
i then realized that i could just not HAVE a head. OR a stomach.
then i felt bad for being upset and apologized to God.
but i'm still wondering what blessing is going to come out of me being sick 24/7.

went on a house call for a client with my internship.
i am so excited about this whole interior design thing.
more on that later.
more and more and more.

remembered while i was working how my alarm woke robbie up at 4 a.m. and when i looked at him on the floor, he was sitting with his feet on the floor and his bum on the 'mattress' looking so tired and confused. laughed hard. didn't tell anyone about it so they wondered why i was laughing...

surfed the web for hours and day dreamed about our wedding.
i'm so excited for it to be poorly planned.
the cd might be scratched and not have enough songs on it,
my hair might be flat and my lipstick smudged,
and only 3 people might come.
but it will be the happiest day of my life,
and i don't care if the flowers don't match my shoes
and the sign in book isn't creative enough.
i'll be there with my husband, oblivious to everything around me.
and thats all i can ask for.
i just want a photographer there to catch the magic.

2 comments:

Kelly Jean said...

I just love your style! So unique and honest and creative. Your wedding day (and entire LIFE, for that matter) is going to be absolutely beautiful, how can it not be if you're planning/creating it?? :)

Unknown said...

you plan and plan and plan and then the day is here and it goes by in a flash. i was so worried about all the tiny little details up until the last day but on my wedding day i didn't think a thing of the details. i didn't even notice them, i was just so happy. everything works out perfectly. and you're right, the photographer is there to capture the magic that you don't notice because you're too consumed in your new husband! i am so excited for you!