i miss you oscar.

my good friend oscar left on a mission a couple weeks ago. he was one of my best friends in new york city, and is an amazing rap artist/singer/song writer. he wrote this for me.

this is not a love song
but a friend song
to a beauty in my eye
yeah her soul give me life
every time's a delight
when i spend time with her
she rises up my temperature
cute and she knows it
but i wont let her go with the impression that i love her
as a lover
but i love her as a friend
but lets not pretend
any guy in my shoes would make all types of moves
but i just play it cool cuz i dont wanna lose
what we have right here is way more valuable
there's not many things betta than having a laugh with you
you're like the sister i never had
we've walked similar paths
we both lost our moms
and we grew up with just dads
and we came out pretty good
we both look pretty good
we both act pretty hood
at times misunderstood
i'm not too worried about it
you're such a sass
you're so sweet but fiesty
you're so street but classy
you are a guys dream
i'm so lucky to know ya
i may need some visine
as my eyes fill with water
as we go our separate ways
i hope you never forget me
and know that i think the world of you.

i recorded two videos of him singing the same rap. they are both the same video but in the first one he starts laughing at the end. i couldn't just watch the second one though because he's way too serious.



p.s. we tried to get him to do one that wasn't religious but he refused. he was set apart as a missionary when we taped these so he said he felt weird doing any others, haha.

his friends tried to get me to hug him, but oscar wouldnt have it.