wisdom teeth.

i got my wisdom teeth out yesterday. right now is a good time to type because i took loritab 3 hours and 15 minutes ago and am about to take them in 15 minutes. they really affect me. even after taking them so long ago i'm a bit tips.

so lyndsi's mother took me to the doctor yesterday and of course i don't remember a thing. the doctor was worried about me because i guess i was trippin from the drug he gave me to fall asleep. he said it was really light weight or some shi. he told me to never do real drugs but i'm sure he tells that to everyone to they all get too scared to do drugs. he didnt scare me out of it though. so i'll put a couple pictures on here of the past days. i just redosed and am already feeling it.
okay here are pictures.
day 1- richard took this and its really hard to smile thats why i look like such a beeyatch in these.

day 2

i miss you oscar.

my good friend oscar left on a mission a couple weeks ago. he was one of my best friends in new york city, and is an amazing rap artist/singer/song writer. he wrote this for me.

this is not a love song
but a friend song
to a beauty in my eye
yeah her soul give me life
every time's a delight
when i spend time with her
she rises up my temperature
cute and she knows it
but i wont let her go with the impression that i love her
as a lover
but i love her as a friend
but lets not pretend
any guy in my shoes would make all types of moves
but i just play it cool cuz i dont wanna lose
what we have right here is way more valuable
there's not many things betta than having a laugh with you
you're like the sister i never had
we've walked similar paths
we both lost our moms
and we grew up with just dads
and we came out pretty good
we both look pretty good
we both act pretty hood
at times misunderstood
i'm not too worried about it
you're such a sass
you're so sweet but fiesty
you're so street but classy
you are a guys dream
i'm so lucky to know ya
i may need some visine
as my eyes fill with water
as we go our separate ways
i hope you never forget me
and know that i think the world of you.

i recorded two videos of him singing the same rap. they are both the same video but in the first one he starts laughing at the end. i couldn't just watch the second one though because he's way too serious.



p.s. we tried to get him to do one that wasn't religious but he refused. he was set apart as a missionary when we taped these so he said he felt weird doing any others, haha.

his friends tried to get me to hug him, but oscar wouldnt have it.

school project.

I had to ask 5 people what they would want to be renown for and why. I asked my dad via text and he said.

Dad - "World Peace. Lol."
Me - "Why?"
Dad - "That's what all the Miss America contestants say."


thanks.

"welcome back to new york, sweetheart."

its crazy being back. its not like a vacation, its so normal.
i'm really happy to be back. i've had a lot of alone time, wandering around the city, loving the humidity and the shopping and the people, all the crazy people.
i havent taken many pictures, but i will try to. and post them on here.

today i was taking the staten island ferry and there was a seagull flying next to the ferry the whole way from staten to manhattan which it like a 20 minute ride. and people were throwing nuts and m&ms off the side of the boat and the seagull was doing all these crazy dives and everything catching the food in the air before it hit the water.....it was the weirdest thing ever. why dont seagulls in utah do such things? if they did, they MIGHT be more respected.

i wanna wake up in a city that doesn't sleep.

i'm going to new york tomorrow.

i am so
nervous
scared
anxious
excited
excited
excited.

i have no idea what it will be like. i'm so scared that i wont want to come home and that i'll regret ever moving back.

but i am so excited to see all of my friends, its going to be such a good reunion.

i cant wait to
get my hair done!
go to adam's game.
see oscar and attend the farewell! with many people that i have missed dearly.
shop!
live the ghetto life that i deserve in good ol wash heights.

i'll get there 5 am friday.
i will report what it is like. wish me luck.



i am so excited.

poor delton.

Devin: "Hey is Delton there?"
Devin: "Hey Delton this is Devin from Fortune Academy, how are you doing?!"
Devin: "What part of making money doesn't interest you?"
Devin: "Okay bye."
Devin: "Hey Josh, he answered and i asked if delton was there and he said no and i was like hey delton this is devin!"

i work in the front office with like 5 guys making calls behind us, and we hear the funniest stuff.

for you kelly.

1. What is your occupation right now? Receptionist at some random. Aka, Pam Beesly. ( Thank you Kelly! i do the same thing )

2. What color are your socks right now? not wearing socks...

3. What are you listening to right now? rihanna take a bow. best song ev.

5. Can you drive a stick shift? thats a tough question. i had a friend teach me how to do it in may, and i did really well. i was driving around all by myself and stalled it like twice so yeah i thought i did. then lyndsi and i made this kid leave us his car and promised we knew how to drive stick (but under the impression that we both knew how to drive it) well turns out neither of us did, ODD. so after an hour of stalling this kids car who we met hours ago, we finally called our friend in st george to come save us. we were laughing so hard we were crying and i was an anxious mess, so shakey and weak.

6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? my grandma last night. and at work today.

7. Do you like the person who sent this to you? kelly. yes.

8. How old are you today? 20 years of age.

9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV? i am lucky that no boys read my blog (except my cousins. i love you guys.) because i'm coming out right now. i HATE watching sports on tv. so much. as soon as i get to a friends house and espn is on, i am immediately turned off. and bored.

10. What is your favorite drink? i drink warm water 24.7, milk with pizza, and italian sodas if i ever go out. if you get a chance, get a raspberry vanilla italian soda. so good to me...so good to me.

11. Have you ever dyed your hair? yes i have. i used to do it in high school with those home kits with my friends. pretty funny. but i havent now for a couple years.

12. Favorite food? i like pizza, and i love chocolate raspberry balance bars. and i love my grans home cooking.

13. What is the last movie you watched? "watched" or WATCHED? i went to the house bunny the other night and i loved it, it is so cute. so lame but so funny. and last night ....watched walk the line. i love that movie and still dont know how it ends, though i've started it like three times. i always fall asleep..........

14. Favorite day of the year? different. last year my favorite day(s) were the few days before chase left, oddly enough. this year my favorite day was in feb when i surprised my family and came to visit. everyone was so happy to see me, which i totally didn't expect. i loved it.

15. How do you vent anger? drive and cry. one of my favorite books is Dreamland and the main charactors best friend cries and drives. i dont mean to, but i seem to always be in the car when i'm upset. and i listen to things like "saddest girl story", and "face down". then by the time i get out of the car i'm fine, AND no one knows i was ever upset. winwin.

16. What was your favorite toy as a child? barbies, american dolls, girl stuff girl stuff, maple town "dolls" and houses.....

17. What is your favorite season? spring summer and fall....odd.

18. Cherries or Blueberries? neither. is that wrong?

19. Do you want your friends to e-mail you back? when i email them? um. yes.

20. Who is the most likely to respond? to this posting? probably katie.

21. Who is least likely to respond? probably amanda because she doesn't like these things.

22. Living arrangements? just me and my father. for a few more weeks. then i have no idea what i'll do.

23. When was the last time you cried? probably yesterday.

24. What is on the floor of your closet? shoes, boxes of boy stuff ha ha! stuff i have no place for.

26. What did you do last night? went on a date wtih chad. worked until 6, went to dinner at the old spaghetti factory, played tennis and watched walk the line.

27. What are you most afraid of? heights.

28. Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers? cheese when i ate them. still havent eaten a veggie burger.

29. Favorite dog breed? i do not like dogs. but if someone forced me to choose it'd be a black lab or something.

30. Favorite day of the week? every day of the week has something positive about it. and negative ;)

31. How many states have you lived in? 2

32. Diamonds or pearls? pearls because i dont have my ears pierced so that narrows it down to a bracelet or a necklace. diamonds on my fingers.......

33. What is your favorite flower? i'm not much of a flower person.

34. How did you meet the person who sent this to you? schoooool.